I色中色视频檓 starting this letter by googling the symptoms of anxiety. It seems stupid. I色中色视频檝e been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder since elementary school, and I feel like I should be familiar with the symptoms by now.
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They色中色视频檙e feelings that spring right to the forefront as I write a letter about something that I色中色视频檝e never been able to speak about publicly without crying, but I色中色视频檓 determined to write through the process this time.
I think I have so much trouble talking about being diagnosed with anxiety because it feels like admitting defeat. Like many people who struggle with anxiety, I am a perfectionist. I spend an excessive amount of time doing homework, sometimes to the point of being frozen with fear over not understanding how to get to a 色中色视频済ood enough色中色视频� answer. I色中色视频檝e always strived for academic approval and looked for constant reassurance of my performance.
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I hope this issue reassures you that no one you meet is perfect or 色中色视频渘ormal,色中色视频� and that everyone has something they struggle with behind the scenes. We all have room to struggle and grow, and the greatest step toward feeling better is giving ourselves permission to do so.
My first step is telling all of you about my anxiety and hoping I can mention it more casually in the future. I色中色视频檓 learning that it is nothing to be ashamed of, and I hope you will realize that you shouldn色中色视频檛 be ashamed of your struggles either. Let's redefine normal together.
Take care,
Sydney Dunlap锘�